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Saturday, July 19, 2014

The Highest Pass

I don't usually talk about things like I am going to talk about to many people.

Only because when these things happen, they are such a gift and I know they are just so beautiful and that not many people will understand the depth of the gift...but I always do.

The reason I am going to write about it today is because I think that in doing so, maybe, someone will benefit from it in some small way.
I told one of my very best friends yesterday while on a long distance phone conversation with her and she was just so astounded and touched by it, that I felt I should share this with you, my readers. 

About Three months ago I went to see a psychic medium.
I was having mixed feelings about going off to India and I felt that I needed some clarity.
It was the last question he answered of mine that day...
and he told me quite adamantly that I should indeed NOT GO TO INDIA.
He added that "You should take this advice to heart"

So I came out of the reading with the decision that I would indeed Not Go to India this year.

Each day that passed I only wanted to go more. I talked to my husband about it and he kept telling me that I should GO! He felt that I would be fine and that I needed to Do This!
I agreed.
I booked my flight, booked my room, and started to prepare for my journey.

But as each day subsequently passed I had this underlying dread that perhaps I shouldn't be going..then my mind would go to those places that I didn't like it going to...

Three days ago when I woke up I went through my daily morning routine that includes my morning puja ritual. As I finished my puja I said my prayer for the day. I asked to be given a clear message. I asked for this dark dreaded lingering thought to be lifted from my mind. I then said "Thank You, Thank You, Thank You"...

At 1:30 that day I headed off on my vespa with my yoga gear and headed to my class.
I was early.
So was another student who I sat down next to outside of the room.
She was a woman of 50 with beautiful big blue eyes and a sunny personality.

She started out the conversation complimenting me on the colors I was wearing and I in turn complimented her on her colors...the conversation somehow lead to my leaving for India and for reasons I cannot explain, I told her about the psychic I had gone to see and how he told me what he told me...

I noticed immediately how her expression on her face change suddenly and she blurted out "You're telling My Story, Oh My God" !!!!!
I stopped speaking.
I looked deep into her eyes and simply said "What do you mean"????

As she proceeded to tell me this...

"I booked a flight to India last year too. But before I left I went to see a psychic, a woman. I asked her that SAME question. She told me that SAME answer!!!
So I went home and I cancelled my flight right away!!
Later that day my daughter called me and told me that there was a random India movie previewing at her friends home out in Malibu and would I  like to go with her and see it?
She said she went..
and that random Indian movie was about the Guru she was going to go spend a month with in India!
(It was The Highest Pass and you can watch it free online now)
The movie was about her Guru Anand Mehrotra. 
As she watched the movie with her daughter she grew more and more excited...after the movie ended she said her daughter looked at her and said  "You're going to India aren't you and she said YES, I AM"

I sat there quietly listening to her story.
Then I asked her "So you went, and did anything bad happen to you while you were there"?
To which she looked deep into my eyes and said "NO, in fact it was the most Incredible month of my Life and I loved every moment of it! I want to go back!"

I got goosebumps.
Then I simply said "Thank You for telling me your story" and then we both commented on how Ironic it was that we had the conversation to begin with, let alone the Exact same experience....

I got my answer.
It was clear as clear could be.
I no longer have the dark dread hanging over me.
I feel light inside and Know that I will be just fine.

Thank You, Thank You, Thank You.

2 comments:

APPI said...

If you weren't meant to go, there would be a lot more getting in your way than a psychic medium. I understand your story very well. Things like this happen to me a lot and I've learned to let them lead me as well because there's a lot the universe and synchronicity know that I do not. Since I stopped fighting with them I've noticed that if something isn't supposed to happen in my life many, many things keep happening that prevent me from going or doing whatever it was. If something is supposed to happen, things happen to push me that direction.

I've been searching for a new job lately for example. I got called in one day before they wanted me to interview. Without any warning or any cause that a tech could find, I got a flat tire preventing me from doing my normal job. No one could fix it until the next day. So guess who went to the interview! Similar things have happened to me twice this month already and I could give you many more examples. So needless to say I've learned not to let my feelings be a dominant factor in my life's direction. I listen to them, but they're only one piece to the puzzle. :)

Enjoy your trip.

Angela R. Martin said...

Awesome. Thank you I will watch that movie. We loved ladakh. XOXO